yay

Last night at work was so refreshing! My friend who was on vacation for a week and a half finally came back. There were all the usually annoyances that comes with working with other people, of course, but it was all so much better with someone to laugh it off with.

So to celebrate, I've decided to spend one week saying things I think to people who choose to argue with me.

Like my husband always says to me "anger hurts the person who is angry more than it hurts the person you are angry at" So, no more anger.

It stinks because I go to Bible study on Wednesday nights and I so look forward to it and it is so good, but its like, thats it. Thats my one spiritual moment of the entire week because so many people choose to argue with me and I can't let it go.

I don't mean to be a hypocrite, although if you met me thats what you would probably say. I just feel like I have all this pressure put on me by so many different things that I'm about to burst. My church is no comfort, all I have to get my mind off of it is my Wednesday nights. I've always gotten annoyed easily at people and it seems like Californians are much worse than other people I've been around. I get bossed around so much that I must come off as a door mat and then it builds up so that I get so mad and I write a blog about it and then people think all I do is complain, which might be true, but is not how I want to be.

So, here we go, until next Tuesday, no more door mat. I'll just say it like it is, and document it here, in case I ever get this crazy idea again, and hopefully after finding out my true feelings people will leave me alone.

But, to my friend, I'm glad you are back!!