to all those somebodies who actually read this.

I'm going on vacation, wanna come???

Okay, not really but I've always been a daydreamer and when things get bad I imagine this place in my mind...a beautiful cabin in the woods, next to a lake, where i catch my own food and sleep in a huge comfortable bed and the best part is NO ONE IS AROUND!!! Its just me and my thoughts.

I think it would be perfect except I can't actually sleep unless my husband is in the house and I've seen way too many scary movies to spend the night there.

hahaha, okay...

I've been thinking and thinking and decided the reason I don't like too many people is because they are too distracting. Think about it, those of you with more than four friends (which happens to be my count) You have to worry about whats going on in their lives, you have to keep in contact, if you want to go somewhere you wonder if they want to go, not to mention the phone calls and emails.

Now, I understand that if they are your friend, you want to do that. I have friends that are on my mind constantly, especially if they are going through a hard time. All my stuff takes a back burner.

I'm just saying having a lot of friends is not my thing.

When we first moved here, I wanted to get a job and get involved in whatever I could so I could meet people. i had been a stay at home mom for four years and besides one (of my four) friend, my world consisited of my very young children and my mom.

---Not bringing hubby into this because he is a whole different (very good) blog---

Anyway, since we have become a seminary family, my whole thinking has changed and I don't have a lot of time to analyze all that I want to think about, not to mention that my kids think whatever I'm doing at the time pales in importance to their constant need for food or drink.

I feel like I have so much to do before this baby comes, and so little time to do it all. I feel like everything needs ot be cleaned OUT and all I have time to do is surface stuff. I started on the kitchen but I got as far as doing most of the big dishes and running the dishwasher before I had to go turn off the water because no one was in the tub like he was supposed to be then I had to break up a fight and take out the trash then get on to them for making a huge mess in their bathroom which I just cleaned a few days ago then I cleaned the entry way and more of the same kid stuff so I got annoyed so now I'm blogging about it.

*sigh*

I would love to have one long Saturday to myself, where the kids are gone at like 8 am and not back until 5 or 6 that night. That is the only way I will get anything done. Even if I had naptime during the day that would help so much.

Anyway, sorry for yet another poor me blog but this is my therapy!